Why It's A New Life After Your Loved One Dies

When a loved one dies, initially it is very difficult tofull time employee. Or, you may have to work
accept the loss and start the next chapter of life.part time in order to continue with a hobby or
Yet, the experience of millions of mourners tellsmembership in a club, or to stay in the apartment
us that is exactly what they had to do: Realizeor home you are living in.
their old life is part of their personal history, andIn any event, it will mean meeting new people and
life without the deceased loved one will be verydoing new things in order to maintain your
different.standard of living. How will you spend your time?
The concept of a new life for many mourners isIn volunteering? Going to school? Teaching?
repulsive because they think it heralds forgettingSupporting others? A host of other activities?
the loved one. Nothing could be further from the4. All of the above means you will be establishing
truth. Others think a new life means starting over.a new identity. You are no longer the same
Again, not true. In essence, starting your new lifeperson you were before your loss. Part of
specifically means coping with massive change. Norestructuring your identity depends on how
one can resist change; it is the one relentlessdependent you were on the deceased.
eternal force.Sometimes it takes great courage to create a
As many therapists say, “What you resistnew identity.
persists.” That is, if you resist the changesHow do we get a new identity? It is a long term
demanded by loss—the pain and anxiety willproject that often means giving up old roles and
haunt you continuously as you attempt to live intaking on new ones, evaluating who you are (your
the past. Here are four reasons why it’s aidentity beliefs) and who you want to become. It
new life after your loved one has died. And, tois structured on skills, relationships, new
accept it as a new life and to be open to learning,expectations and hopes, and the new behaviors
will help you immensely in adjusting to your greatnecessitated by your loss. We also define
loss.ourselves by who we hang out with and who we
1. Remember, a major loss means that part ofshun.
you has died—that part that interacted with theYour new way of looking at the world, developing
person who died. You no longer have thatgoals and purposes, accepting the enormous
interaction, that part of your nurturing community.change, and telling yourself you are good, capable,
When you realize this, it can be very scary. Youloveable, and can love—will all be woven into
will have to find ways to integrate the time youyour new identity.
used to spend with the beloved into a newSo what can you do with the wisdom of the
setting, a new life.ages? The first step is to realize that your beliefs
2. Nearly all major losses involve the developmentaffect everything you do. Yes, everything. What
of new routines. It is natural to embrace theyou believe about death, an afterlife, your loved
comfortable, predictable ways they we easilyone, and your ability to deal with his/her loss
grow used to rather than face the unknown.drives your grief work. Then decide where you
However, one of the tasks of grieving is to adaptwant to go in your new life. Do you want to
to the absence of the deceased. In so doing, wealways be loss oriented or restoration oriented?
most often have to assume some of theBelieve the inescapable--that loss changes us.
responsibilities the loved one had.There is little choice here.
A few examples: it may mean learning to fixChoose to believe it’s a new life. You will
things around the house, shop for one person, getalways love the deceased. Talk to and keep him
used to an empty chair (or put it in another parther alive in your heart, family celebrations,
of the house), or eat alone at a new time.anniversaries, and memorials. But start your new
3. Next, you may have to change your role, seeklife, continue to grow and love. Trust grief and let
a career, or become an advocate for a specificit take its course, and reinvest your emotional
cause. You may have to be both a parent and aenergy into your new life.